on desert time

On the third evening of our desert escape, Toby and I decided to tuck away to secluded setting of the Tuscany restaurant in Phoenix. Sitting outside in a 106 degree oven we tried to convince ourselves that this was the good life.  All around us the desert was bursting with hearty, determined blooms, and the occasional, sun-weary critter would skitter by with what I imagined were exhales of exhausted disgust.

As we sat in the stillness of the heat, the earth seemed to slow its spin. Quiet permeated the night, moving through my sweat-drenched linen shirt and seeping deep into my veins.

As my eyes slowly surveyed the landscaped, they stopped to rest on a clock.

Something about it spoke to me, but in the sludge of my heat-weary mind, I couldn’t quickly put my finger on it.

7 o’clock.

As I continued to stare at it, it hit me. There was no second hand. There was no minute hand. Only one lone hour hand stood guard of time.

Instantly, the world stood still and I fell in love with this clock. Unable to break time into minutia segments, everything seemed to slow. No longer could I feel the sense of rushing. No longer did I feel the hurried thumping in my pulse. All my constant stress and watch-tapping were replaced with a sudden calm and sense of quiet.

Basking in the stillness, we sat there for what felt like an eternity, eating our meal and watching the slow breathing of the desert, overwhelmed by a sense of peace and relief. Perhaps it was simply the feeling of years of stress slipping off our backs. Perhaps it was the ridiculous heat that stole away every ounce of our energy. Perhaps it was watching that amazing clock.

Finally, as darkness overtook the view and hints of an electrical storm wove its way through the sky toward us, we decided it might be time to head back to our hotel room.

I turned to the clock to check the hour, when the timepiece gave me one more gift.

7 o’clock.

It was broken.

I loved it even more.

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observations from the shallow end

A few weeks ago, Toby and I headed to Phoenix for a trip part-business, part-sweet relief. Days were filled with meetings, but nights were our chance to unwind, restore, and simply breathe. We knew that Arizona was going to be warmer than Alaska, but we were not at all prepared for the onslaught of heat that would overtake us. (We actually packed at the last minute, and brought our wool [...]

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simply simple signs and names

Okay, so I know it’s a bit odd, but I love signs. Buildings. Posters. Road signs. Especially, Arizona road signs.

Last week as Toby and I sped through the desert, we were captivated by the mystery of the scenery. Rolling, cactus covered hills. Flat, scarred plains. Brilliant red rocks climbing upwards and piercing the burnt sky.

But my favorite were… the road signs.

The names were captivating. Better than Jones [...]

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would Jesus be an activist?

A short while back, I posted a piece about the methods people use to share their rightly-deserved and varied political and moral beliefs. Initially, I wasn’t trying to state a political opinion, but was merely trying to vent my frustration at seeing my own children’s reaction to the bloody bodies of little babies alongside a road. So, I was struck by surprise at the firestorm that ensued from my little rant.

Thankfully, many [...]

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whispering skies

Have you ever heard the skies whisper your name?

Hints of what may come.  Promises of what could be.  Flickers of light revealing answers, or maybe just more questions.

Maybe it’s a warning of a coming storm.

Maybe it’s just their turn to show off colors and light and power.

I love when the skies whisper my [...]

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www.ellosy.com

We’re moving!

While we’ve loved hanging at this site for the past five years, it’s time to move on to greener, more creative pastures.

So, be sure to change your RSS subscriptions to reflect the new site name change.

See you on the other side!

ellen www.ellosy.com

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bank of mom

How do you teach personal finance to boys who refuse to work, panic if they don’t have money, and spend every dime on gum and Pokemon cards?

Still trying to navigate this “parent” thing, I haven’t yet found a successful, positive method of assigning chores, paying allowance, or discipline. Once I do, I’ll be sure and share it. However, I have discovered a great way to help encourage the boys to save money.

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God dream envy

He woke with a certain sense of confidence; an assurance that everything was going to be okay.  Toby is normally extremely positive and upbeat, but this was beyond the norm. When I asked what happened, he told me.

He had a dream last night: a God dream. One of those where God speaks to you with insight and encouragement. In the dream, God spoke peace and light into our situation giving Toby the [...]

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fighting the good fight

Unexpectedly, my carefully constructed fortress crumbled. Fears and anger, loss and blame poured out of me, unfortunately in the direction of my innocent husband. Soon, frustration became tears and a years worth of buried stress billowed out of me.

I crumbled in the corner of the garage, perched on a paint-splattered stool, ripping open my soul. As I was spewed, I tried to stop myself, knowing it wasn’t fair and certainly not deserved; [...]

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spies, war and evil umpire: the danger of assuming

The lights were out and we were all gathered together, sprawled out on the bunk beds, diving into the bedtime story, reading by the light from our headlamps.

It was a riveting tale of soldiers, courage, danger and espionage; something for every young boy.

I read the story with great drama, excited that all three were captivated by the tale of a young soldier hoping to serve her country by volunteering to become [...]

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